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Unveil yourself

10/31/2021

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"And he said unto Jesus, Lord, remember me when thou comest into thy kingdom.  And Jesus said unto him, Verily I say unto thee, Today shalt thou be with me in paradise. And it was about the sixth hour, and there was a darkness over all the earth until the ninth hour. And the sun was darkened, and the veil of the temple was rent in the midst." (Luke 23:42-45)

Unveil Yourself my heart's cry
Reveal the depths of Your love
Invade this place of longing Lord
with quenching mercy from above

Unveil Yourself my very breath
Uncover the air that I need
Overtake all the stifling forces Lord
which keep Christ from permeating me

Unveil Yourself my song in the night
Unmask false notes off key
Display my spiritual opus Lord
with songs of grace and humility

Unveil Yourself my love divine
Undress my worn rags of shame
Crush with passion the depths of me
with the intimacy of Your name

Unveil Yourself my warrior king
Undermine my warring schemes
Inhabit the enemy's camp Oh Lord
even if the enemy turns out to be me

Unveil what's been veiled for far too long
Subdue what would stand in the way
Pervade every ounce of my soul my Christ
with the glory of every word You say

You are the Word made flesh Lord
The Father has spoken in Christ
I am a tablet of flesh God
​Write Jesus all over my life...



Written by Anne Marie Hawke
October 2021

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Daybreak

10/17/2021

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"Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak." (Genesis 32:24)


Daybreak
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I let go of my wisdom and strength
As You wrestle my flesh to the ground
Let my life no longer be mine alone
Let my life in Christ be found

No more striving for my righteousness
No more striving for my place
Dying to self I yield my soul
Let me be clothed in Your grace

You know me, You know what I need
You know the exact place to touch
Cripple me in my selfish walk Lord
That I may be sealed in Your love

Let the pain remind me with each step
Let the wound stay within my view
Let all my flesh be utterly consumed
As I rise in the daybreak of You

Crush me with the weight of Your glory
Leave no trace of who I once was
Overshadow all of my small suns
With the true Light of heaven above

Yours is the kingdom I long for
Yours is the embrace that I choose
I lay my life down that it might be saved
I gain everything when once I first lose

You do not walk in man's wisdom
You do not walk in man's ways
You are Almighty, Holy, Only God
I give up my freedom, to be Your slave

Better is one day with You
Better is the life that You give
Better to die in Your arms
So that I may truly live

Set me as a seal upon Your heart
Set me as a seal upon Your arm
Many waters cannot quench love
I drown, but I feel no harm

You sing songs of deliverance
You draw near where others run
You alone are my Deliverer
In surrender the victory is won...




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Bursting At The Seams

10/3/2021

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“No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” (Romans 8:37-39)


Bursting At The Seams

 
Some things don’t have answers
Only questions
You’re gone and it’s both rolled into one
The questions are the answer
The answer is more questions
It all goes around in my mind like an endless blur
 
Maybe I’m not supposed to know
Maybe my heart just needs to rest
Maybe in all I don’t know
an answer exists I could never guess
 
What if all the things I ponder
make me ache for something more?
It’s like standing at the waters edge
wondering what’s on the distant shore
 
So I reach out and touch the Infinite
My heart explodes, bursting at the seams
You are gone and I am left here
My heart grasps to know what that could mean
 
It’s all about you but it isn’t
You are gone and so I strive
I have to ascend these ashes
So I breathe out all my whys

Why wasn’t there more time?
Why couldn’t I see more change?
Why am I left wondering?
You are gone and I will never be the same
 
May I change only for the better
as this grief pulls out all the worst
In your death I’m finding freedom
I’m learning life is precious
                                       and of great worth…
 
 
Five weeks out and sometimes it feels like five minutes.  I can still hear your laughter, and the last “I love you” when we spoke.  I miss you. 
 

Life truly is precious and of great worth.  Your life. My life.  Our lives.  I have watched life, opinions, circumstance, pride, anger, selfishness, lack of vulnerability, lies, lack of communication, personalities, lack of understanding, and mere stupidity divide my family, my friends, my country, and my own heart at times. 
 
And then my brother died… all of a sudden, without warning.  And instantaneously everything was brought into its proper perspective. 

​Please hear me…if you haven’t talked to your siblings in awhile, if you have let a past hurt get in the way of grace, mercy, and reconciliation, if you are holding a grudge for any reason, if you are punishing someone with your silence, if you are keeping someone in a cage of their past, if you are mad at someone because of their political preference, if you are burdened with unforgiveness in your heart toward anyone, if you can only see the bad and not the good in people…I implore you…Make the call, let it go, say the words, restore the relationship, give some grace, forgive them, put away your weapons, unlock the cage, know that a difference of opinion is not a reason to hate anyone, see the good again, reconnect…because life is precious and you never know when it may be cut short, when the time might run out…and you may never get the chance to make it right, to say “I love you,” to realize the reasons, to give them a hug…
 
Let compassion overcome.
Let love conquer.
Let God heal.
 
 
 
 
Written by Anne Marie Hawke
October 2021
 
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